My Pregnancy: 33 weeks

Ya..semester masih on, bila busy ni sekejap jer rasa dah sampai week 33 of my pregnancy. But, bila dah sampai week 33 ni mcm rasa ada sedikit perlahan pula nak sampai ke week 40. Maybe sebab dah start fikir bout preparation dan hal yang berkaitan bersalin, huu.. takut ada.. tak sabar pun ada..

10 things about me@week 33:

1. Baby bump is growing bigger
2. Baby is actively moving inside my womb
3. Sakit di pangkal peha kiri (rasanya la pangkal peha) makin kerap, especially bila nak bangun daripada tidur/duduk, nak jalan kena slow dulu baru boleh masuk gear laju
4. Makan pun dah start berselera semacam, but have to control my appetite, coz if makan ikut perasaan mmg mengah laa jawabnya lepas makan
5. This time mcm awal pula rasa sakit, last time if not mistaken masa 1st baby rasanya dah masuk week 38 mcm tu baru rasa sakit yang pangkal peha tu
6. My baby weight 1.8kg masa latest checkup
7. Bila doktor said baby ok besar, terlintas di minda "em..normal or c-zer kali ni?" tapi tak tanya direct to doctor, tunggu masuk 9-month nanti masa next checkup baru nak tanya bout delivery
8. Search info bout CPD: "Cephalopelvic disproportion (CPD) occurs when a baby's head or body is too large to fit through the mother's pelvis"
9. Tu yang ada rasa tak sabar tu, coz nak tahu kali ni deliver mcm mana pula..tapi takut tu mmg ada bila tiap kali fikir bout delivery! But, sekiranya telah tertulis untuk c-zer lagi, dengan berbesar hati dan redha akan ku terima dan lalui, dengan doa agar mamy & baby semuanya selamat, insyaAllah..
10. Nama baby masih belum finalize, last time rasa tak sesusah ni nak finalize nama, yang ni sampai sekarang masih mencari walaupun macam dah ada, tunggu la nanti baby dah keluar, sure nak tak nak mesti finalize punya kan! 

1st delivery experience - Cesarean

Dady azankan our baby :)

1st Oct 2010, a special day for mamy and dady. That morning mamy woke up at 4am, and actually that night no one could sleep well. After shower n dressed up, around 5.10am, kakak arrived at my house, then we're heading to Tey Maternity, by 2 cars, mum with kakak, and mamy with dady. I need to check-in at 5.30am, as the operation would start at 6.30am.

Once arrived, there's one midwife I think, (named Bedah) asked me to pass my handphone, wallet, everything to husband. Then she brought me in and get me prepared for the operation. She seemed like in hurry in getting me ready. Maybe she didn't want me to be late for the operation. She started to clear the area to be operated, to remove all hair in the tummy area. Then, she did insert something and ask me to go to toilet to get all 'waste' out. After that, they get me dress in operation wear, and, insert the urine tube. Huhh..All these never came into my mind before. Luckily no pain yet, so far. By 6am, I'm ready for the operation, and I could hear the nurse called and remind all the doctors about the operation time. On that moment, I've already started to feel uneasy, something ridiculous came into my mind, "I don't want to conceive in the nearest time after this.."(LOL ;p) Now I know waiting outside is much better, compare to become someone to be waited by everyone outside. But, the baby is in my womb, so no choice I'm the one who need to be inside here.

Gosh! The chubby me! With mum and my dadysyg :)

After 5 minutes, they pushed me to the Operation Room (OR). On the way to the OR, mum, kakak and dady accompany me along the corridor and motivate me to be strong. And finally I was in the OR. The air-cond in the OR is freaking cold, man!

6.40am, operation started. I was given spinal anesthesia. Then, one doctor came and asked me in mandarin, “Do you feel numb?” But I didn't reply cause I only speak mandarin with Dr. Tey. Then that doctor asked me in Malay. Lol! I didn't realize that doctor is Dr. Tey! Haha..I didn't recognize him coz he's wearing the operation mask! After few minutes, I still awake but feel numb from the chest to the legs. So, I've no idea whether they have started their job or not. After 10 minutes operation, my beloved husband, dady walked in and sit next to me. I thought the nurses forgot to call him. But, they didn't forget. Dady hold my hand, my forehead and accompany me till the operation end. Thanks dadysyg. Suddenly, I've heard baby crying..just couldn't believe it. Then, the midwife show us our baby. Yes, he's a boy - Muhammad Adam Rayyan. While, the doctor continued his job closing the incision.

*His name abbreviation MuAR ;)

Mu - Muhammad

A - Adam

R - Rayyan

I'm glad I didn't feel the pain during the procedure, coz I didn't think I'm strong enough to feel the pain. But, I know after the operation I've another challenging phase, the process of healing.

After the operation completed, I was sent to ward, Room 1st class 1. I've to stay 3days 2nights, and dady accompanied me every night. Thanks again dady. The 1st day, I'm not allowed to use pillow, and I only could start to have my meal after I've fart. The second day, I was allowed to use pillow and also eat. Syukur. But still using urine tube coz doctor didn't allow me to stand up yet. Finally the third day, around 7am, nurses taught me to stand up slowly. Syukur. I'm able to stand and walk. But, I was advised to lay down with only 1 pillow for 1 week after discharged.

Incubated for 1 week :(

My baby, I didnt get the chance to hug, hold, breastfeed (bf) him directly for 1 week (and that was the 1st time I use breastpump) coz he's incubated for 1 week due to breathing problem..Now Alhamdulillah, he's fine ;)

Farah Camelia with my baby, her lil cousin - Adam Rayyan :)

Final Check-up

Today is my final check up, and it's really testing my patience because I've to wait for my turn for almost 3 hours! huh..luckily dady accompanied me just now :) so I don't have to really wait at Tey Maternity! What we did? We went to Wetex Parade bought some stuff, went to Tanjung Emas, but still haven't my turn yet! So, we've decided to go to Wetex Parade again to have our lunch @McD. The last hour, no choice, back to Tey Maternity and wait! Luckily this is my final check up...huh!

Result of the check up: Due to some reason, we've confirmed with the doctor to proceed with the operation on the Oct 1, same birth date with my ayah. So baby, see you this friday :D hope everything goes well..amin. Don't know how to describe my feeling, but one thing for sure, I feel kind of release because the long awaited day has finally come.